Yo yo yo my name is James :P, that was cringey aha, anyway I'm here to tell you all about my life and my adventure. So basically I was born on the 7th of March 2002 (I'm currently 13), P.S (my favourite number is 7 hehe) and I was brought up in a little road in a town in Oxfordshire, I'm an only child but I had two lovely half sisters called Danielle and Nicole, they were my role models tbh (I will explain why I mentioned them this early later) but I barely saw Nicole as she lived with her mum in Lincolnshire. my parents were/still happily married and life was going well, in the street I lived in I had a group of friends that all lived in the street, they were called Grace, Cameron, Aaron, Daniel and Seth. we would go out every weekend, playing in the street and just messing around having fun, this was when i was the age between 4-10, I miss those old days of not caring what people would think of me and when people were genuinely nice. me and my friends would go to Daniels house (the boy in the group) to play on our Nintendo's and we would trade Pokémon cards thinking we were the bees knees aha :). As we all grew older we kind of drifted apart which was sad but i was the 2nd youngest in the group so all the others were thinking more about school and their life etc. Anyway, I forgot to mention my primary school life, school was weird tbh, but I found my best friend Hope and we have had so many good and bad memories its like a blizzard!! but I love her for it aha, I was quite a independent person at primary and I didn't have many friends, most of my friends were girls and still are now but idgaf if anyone bullies me because its my life not theirs *does sassy rolling eyes thing* but that part of my life is over now so lets move on to when my granddad died... my granddad died when I was 9 I think, it was awful and it hit me like a ton of bricks because my sister Nicole was a selfish bitch and didn't really bother about his funeral which was awful, right lets talk about happy times aha. I moved house in 2012 and I was scared to leave the road where most of my memories were but it was fine, we had to totally redecorate the new house because it was a bomb - site as 3 old ladies used to live here. the new house is bigger than my old one and people at my secondary school would say how its big and that I'm rich... you don't even know my life so bye bitch :P. when I started secondary school I was so scared and everyone seemed so scary and i was so self conscious, I had like no friends at the start of year 7, but I met this girl called Paige and me and her became best friends then we started dating and I was so happy about life and I didn't really care about what people thought when I was with her. we went out for 6 months but on one Friday the 13th (how ironic) we split up and we both cried so so much and it was horrible... but after that we was fine and just friends so that was fine. After the breakup, me and my best friend Mya became close and I was really happy with that, then I found out that Paige was a lesbian and that Mya was bisexual and they went out which I was fine with but I felt a bit awkward as Paige was my ex haha, but I'm not homophobic so that's all cool :). in year 8 I developed social anxiety but in year 9 I fully knew I had it, its awful... you're so anxious about everything and everyone, I kept pulling down my blazer sleeves and kept sorting my hair out, constantly thinking what everyone thought of me. however on the up side I found that my love for photography was strong and I still adore it today and am thinking about using it in my future career :)))!! year 8 was boring tbh and wasn't too interesting, just the occasional nasty comment here and there but who doesn't get picked on?? oh yeah... my other half sister Danielle, she started being a complete selfish bitch to my dad and she used him for money and she has said some disgusting and foul words even towards my dead granddad?! so we all disowned her as she tried to blame my dad if she had a miscarriage (which she didn't) but yeah, she's out my life. onto year 9, its been fine so far, I've developed a really good friendship with my best friend Tia and ive came to terms that I'm happier with my friendship group (Alex, Tia and Mya) than I was with my old one because there were so many arguments urgh..
I'm struggling at school in my work and I want to get the school to help me more because I keep getting bad results in tests but its because I forget everything as soon as the pressure starts.
I question life a lot more these days and I question who I am.
I hope you enjoyed my story, even though its rubbish but oh well aha ;).
i want to leave this off with my favourite quote and to say that anyone can talk to me whenever they want, ask me anything and I was reply to my fullest even at 12:24 am like rn :P, Ily guys so much <3
'you've got a friend in me' - Toy Story
follow me on Instagram - @_.jameseyy ;))) peace guys
